wish washed away

anger and sadness mixed together

yr the part of me that can't coincide with the other

more feeling, gentle part

i don't know what it is that got me addicted to you, unless you put a spell on with with yr sex and yr eyes

the other day when i looked at you across the table, i saw you for the first time

i saw who you really are and it made me feel more like a mother

who's not ready to be a full time mother

i saw the baby in you and the defiant teen

but there was no man there

that's why our love was just yr plaything

not to be handled carefully or with attention

just to toss around waiting for the moment when it might break

analog - digital